you dont kiss me no more...

you just put your lips on

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february 1st.

it still hasnt hit me that its 2007. i find myself writing 'day/month/2006' on my papers and essays. usually im good about dates and times changing, but lately i cant seem to keep track of the date and time. this is probably leftover effects from backpacking. during my many excursions, i often found myself forgetting what day of the week it was and what time it was. whether it was monday or saturday, weekends and weekdays were the same to me. time was sort of easy to guess, thanks to mother nature and my limited knowledge of the skies. i miss that feeling though. time didnt matter. everything was according to me, you know? there was no set schedule too demanding (besides making it on time to get on my damn trains) and i could do what i wanted. actually, i could do that now, but the situation, the environment is different, and that changes a lot.

hm. ill just try and play with the changes.

ive just started to log my european adventure. i know im really late and the thoughts/feelings of the moment are not fresh, but i did write down some things to remind me of everything. hopefully i can finish those up and post them sometime soon. not too soon though, so dont get any hopes up readers (all 2 of you). just know that most of them will be long. my amsterdam log (the only one i managed to do in full) is already nearing 4 pages on msword, so...read them when you got the time for them. its just a bunch of my thoughts that go all over the place, so they wont be extremely exciting and well written.

oh. download the song in the link above. its one of my favorite phonte joints and im sure not a lot of people have heard it.