You'd think that learning about the effects of sleep deprivation over and over again would make an individual more aware about his sleeping habits.
HA.
Yesterday night, due to Helen Kim's nagging (ijoke), I managed to come across my old xanga from 2002-2003. Quite a blast from the past, if I say so myself. Reading through old entries about your life during your adolescent years makes you feel ancient. While I only updated that xanga once or twice a month, it was interesting to read the shit I would whine about. Here are some funny things that I said on that xanga, paraphrased:
- Speech is fun.
- My friends are falling apart.
- I dislike my father.
- SAT classes were horrible.
- I hated being called 'fat' while I was in Korea.
- I LOVE 50 Cent.
- I have a lot of 'internet' friends from the forum I use to post at.
- I am probably depressed.
- My parents party more than I do. (This has not changed. Hahaha)
Yea. I tried to find my other xanga from 2000-2002, but I can't remember the fuckin user name. All I know is that those entries will be depressing as shit because I was going through my awkward, fat, lonely, Lineage-playing, new to California phase.
I'm glad that I can look back at these things and laugh it off. However, it's a bit creepy as well, because I remembered all my angsty emotions as I was writing those entries. It's hard to believe that I was that angsty back then. I don't think I've changed DRASTICALLY since my younger days, but I've definitely grown. If you read those entries, they all give off the 'Jason Chung and his bad grammer' vibe that you get when you're reading the entries on this blog.
(I've accepted the fact that I don't remember anything about proper sentence structure and grammer.)
I even went through the old entries on this blog and found myself feeling ancient. I think I'm mostly shocked by how fast a year has gone by.
Anyway. If y'all got old blogs and shit like that, take some time to browse the old text that you wrote back in 2003, 2002, or 2004. Trust me. It's fun. Or horrifying. Or...sexy.
PS: I have officially changed my flight to the 21st of June. My flight arrives at LAX at 18:35. Yay.
2 comments:
so you come back on june 21st. let's start planning our summer adventures. it's funny how uncool we always look in the past. i wonder if we're always going to think we were stupid when we're looking into our past.
yeah, i took trips down memory lane earlier this year while locking down my entries from days of yore. the most annoying thing was that i used to post one liners, multiple times a day, enigmatic sentences that i'm not quite sure what they referred to, haha...
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